Wednesday 5 October 2016

MEMORIES


You laugh, you cry...
You shout , you lie...
You sleep, you weep...
Nothing matters ...
Time flies , waits for none . 
Blessed are those and those will be blessed who care for it as time shall care for them....

              As I pen down these lines, nostalgic feelings arouse in some corner of my mind. Travelling back in time, when these words used to adorn my world , world that was confined to the four concrete walls.

         Mornings of the hectic days were welcomed by the non-stop irritating alarms . No one to wake you up. No one to serve you your bed tea. No one before your eyes whom you could plead to let you sleep for five minutes more. But did it matter ? For the one lost in crowd, each morning brought a new hope. Faith to keep moving and hope of making it through. So here comes the calculations. (voice of mind) Okay! so you had a good sleep of four long hours. Two more left. Enough for a nap or maybe for battling through a DPP . Hey ! What's going on in your mind , moron  , it's the class time . Hurry up or else get ready to pay off your deeds later. Mistake stands nowhere . Once left out, becomes really tough to cope up.
         
         Sheet after sheet, module after module, questions , formulae, day in day out, that's what they call practice! And how can one forget those lifetaking tests (literally , LIFETAKING) .  Hazards done by those so called exercises were not enough that they make the marking scheme such heartbreaking. Still practice. It makes you perfect ! Days after days, weeks after weeks , months after months , away from home you do the same. With every rotation of mother earth , the separation felt from your very own mother is hard to describe. But then how smart we tended to pretend by secluding ourselves from every other thing  (not even a phone call, at times) and that was named distraction . Seriously, such becomes the mentality . But who's gonna take the blame ? Our society , levels of competition , family or our own ulterior motives ? Aspiration is worth having but should it become the ultimate aim of life ? Is there nothing beyond ? Give it a thought!
             Let's just keep it simple. Life is as it is . You need to keep moving no matter what . Yes, night is dark . Darkest it may seem. But there's going to be sunrise, for sure. Just keep calm and never give up !
             The outcomes of one's actions are of least importance when compared to the lessons they teach us . 
                                                           Coming back to the title,  my journey of the coaching capital is much like a roller coaster ride, ocean of emotions . That I would love to describe later. For the time being , I would say ,on the whole, I loved the stay, its people , their dedication, determination and hardwork. And a big cheers to the warriors , who after every single battle , however shattered they might be, nevertheless rise up, with a new hope . Be the same, have faith , you'll make it.